I feel so helpless
It drives me to despair
Lose control of myself
So beware
Something is wrong
I hide from my life
Indisposition and hate
Will survive
The demons calling
They claim for control
Years of abuse
Are taking their toll
But I don't care
I live in sin!
Am I wrong
To pull the trigger?
Death and destruction
Pave the floor
My life is getting rigorous
Is salvation an open door?
Am I wrong
To pull the trigger?
I just want
To overdose
My life is getting rigorous
Who knows this?
Hypnosis
Final dosage
Growing aggression
I hate this life
This lack of balance
To heal I don't strive
Where is the light
What blackened my mind?
Boundaries of my life
Are confined!
Casualness takes over
The beast is unwind
To suck my life out
For love I am blind
I commit it
For me there is
No return!
Am I wrong
To pull the trigger?
Death and destruction
Pave the floor
My life is getting rigorous
Is salvation an open door?
Am I wrong
To pull the trigger?
I just want to overdose
My life is getting rigorous
Who knows this?
Hypnosis
Final dosage
I was helpless
And out of control
Ignored my friends
Just depression played a role
This selfish being
Wallow in self pity
This time I lost
Myself in the city
Blackened future
Now it clears off
Courage
To break with my trough
I didn't care
I lived in sin!
Am I wrong
To pull the trigger?
Death and destruction
Pave the floor
My life is getting rigorous
Is salvation an open door?
Am I wrong
To pull the trigger?
I just want to overdose
My life is getting rigorous
Who knows this?
Hypnosis
Final dosage