Heavenly
I hope you don't mind
Formality apology
I guess it never hurt you to lie
When you took that from me
I felt nothing, shaking aside
Butchered up the rosary, I prayed I could die
But you wanted to, said I'd be good for you
Shut my mouth for you, prayed it'd be over soon
I just wanted to write a love song
Storybook ending, block it all out
I'm so good at pretending
They said it takes time, but I'm still stuck with the memory
It's probably my fault
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I must've asked for it, paid for my sins
Spilled out blood to the hymns
But I swear I felt heaven when I'm lying with him
I'm fooling myself, it was never that fun
It's easy to romanticize
I fell for that once or twice
I'm losing the count of goodbyes
Hoping one day I'd be enough in your eyes
Swear I felt heaven when I'm lying with him
It's probably my fault
Hope that one day I'd be enough in your eyes
Where's the love in this?
Hate the bruises on my lips
Search for betterment
And comfort in impermanence
You took it out of me
I gave it all up
'Cause it's better to feel nothing
Than to hurt when it's done
Where's the love in this?
Hate the bruises on my lips
Search for betterment
And comfort in impermanence
You took it out of me
I gave it all up
'Cause it's better to feel nothing
Than to hurt when it's done
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Better to feel nothing
Than to hurt when it's done
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Better to feel nothing
Than to hurt when it's done
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But you wanted to, said I'd be good for you
Shut my mouth for you, prayed it'd be over soon