Lately I've been walking in the darkness Talking to myself, smoking cigarettes and crying Thinking about all the shit I've done wrong I've thought about suicide I've thought about an accident I've thought about god and the devil And none of that makes sense to me So I just buy another forty and keep crying Maybe one night I'll find me a woman And she'll be my little bird And I'll be her big hawk in the night sky I'd take her hunting We'd sit on the water tower Wait for the sunrise Kill us some breakfast then move on Move on to the next highest place We'd have us some babies Teach 'em the right way Send them on their way And fly ourselves out to the west coast Just sit on some lonely old fence post Until we're old Maybe one night I'll find me a woman And she'll be my little bird And I'll be her big hawk in the night sky Maybe one night I'll find me a woman And she'll be my little bird And I'll be her big hawk in the night sky