I'm sitting on the floor Waiting for someone to tell me to go Trying to keep my mind off the things I know I can't control But it's a hell of a thing Staring at everything you've ever owned Sealed up in boxes in the hallway with no light and nowhere to go I want to drink my pain away For the first time in two months today I want to drink my pain away If I can't find another song to sing I have to call the kids And tell them that everything's gonna be ok And that's the part of the role that I find is the hardest to play Saying everything is fine When everything feels fucked up is just a lie I guess I never really learned how to let go of the truth for a lie I want to drink my pain away For the first time in two months today I want to drink my pain away If I can't find another song to sing I took a walk and stood outside Watched the birds and cars pass by Wiped the sweat off of my eyes Took a deep breath and let out a sigh I don't want to drink my pain away I just want to let today be today I don't want to drink my pain away I've just gotta find another song to sing