Lately i'm tryna be different
The thoughts in my mind they be flickering
The man on my shoulder is constantly bickering helping to bring out my ignorance
I stay in reverse
I've learned from the past but I can't feel the hurt
I've been through the ash so I can't feel the burn
There's no going back cause I've already learned
I'm sorry to end it so early
We just getting started but soon you can hurt me
So i'll be departing by starting a journey alone
I can't be your home if you can't pay your dues
I want the assurance you stay giving clues
You keep being flaky you making me lose my mind I'm done
So tell me whatever you want
Before i'm gone
Tell me what you want from me for my peace
Hit me up and say you're done with me
Before I leave and go
Without even knowing your head
Tell me what you think instead
Maybe i'm stupid for waiting
Collecting my thoughts is too hard when they racing
I'm sick of not knowing that's why i've been patient
But as I keep going those feelings feel ancient cause
I just don't feel the same
All of the doubting it got to my brain
It might be for nothing I could be insane
My mind's getting heavy from thinking this way
Please relieve my stress
Cause I need my breath
I might clean this mess if you leave me behind
Thrown to the side
I'd rather feel pain right now if it's only for a bit of my life
I think i'd be better without
All of the troubles that comes with the doubts
I can't go to sleep cause they making these sounds
That ringing so loud I'm thinking of how
I know how to silence it
Yet I still act like I don't when I always be fighting it
That's when I need you to make me stop trying when
You tell me that you don't want it the same
Let me feel pain
Let me feel empty
When I feel that all the burdens start lifting
Cause if you're not with me
Going and chasing you down ain't as tempting
I'll be in the front
I'm waiting for you to come tell me you're done
Yeah we had our fun but tell me whatever you want
Before i'm gone
Tell me what you want from me for my peace
Hit me up and say you're done with me
Before I leave and go
Without even knowing your head
Tell me what you think instead
What's on your mind
Tell me straight up cause I don't want to find it
You seem to be changing your thoughts like the climate
I hate that we playing it off while i'm grinding this music
Rip me apart i'll keep trying to fuse it
But all of this energy dying I'll lose it real fast if the pain that i'm sighting's a nuisance
If you think i'm wrong then don't let me do this
I'll go away
Don't let me go
If you're here to stay
Then please let me know
That you're here for me
Shed tears for me
It's not clear to see in your head
And maybe I'm stupid to bother myself
I keep these scenarios all on a shelf in my conscious
Going through any just makes me feel nauseous
Really i'm wishing you'd stop this
I'm hoping you'll come to me with your confessions
I braced for the worst cause I learned all my lessons
But if it ain't her then i'll know to keep stepping
It might make me sad but I won't be stressing on nothing
Help me erase the pain
Tell me you're not afraid
I'm running out of days
Speak on your mind
Before i'm gone
Tell me what you want from me for my peace
Hit me up and say you're done with me
Before I leave and go
Without even knowing your head
Tell me what you think instead