She keeps calling my bluff and I know why I've been harder to trust, I get tongue-tied I've been restless, I missed breakfast Tired of running around in search of where my head is Did you really feel a pulse inside me? Or is it something that you're supposed to tell me? In this moment, I don't feel like I'm complete 'Cause you're a full lifetime away from me Drowned out every minute, heard you calling out my name I could talk to you, let you know you're not to blame Don't know how to leave, but I'd love to walk away You got what you need but for me, it's all the same Watchin' out for the taste of the lies on your tongue I haven't forgot what your capable of Hard to tell myself it won't happen again Every moment that I'm with you, my heart is at risk Sad, sad every minute I've been calling out your name I could talk to you, let you know that I'm okay But you wouldn't even know it It's really not that way You've got every single color but for me, it's always gray 'Cause I've been out of my mind again Thinking of you again Never believe this shit When will it ever end? It's hard to tell myself it won't happen again It's hard to do anything when I'm such a mess (She keeps calling) (I'm tongue-tied) (She keeps calling) (I'm tongue-tied) She keeps calling my bluff and I know why I've been harder to trust, I get tongue-tied I've been restless, I missed breakfast Tired of running around in search of where my head is Did you really feel a pulse inside me? Or is it something that you're supposed to tell me? In this moment, I don't feel like I'm complete 'Cause you're a full lifetime away from me