Surviving in doubt, unwilling to trust Distant but safe, veraciousness crushed Unable to forget, reaffirm self respect Disillusioned through experience, perpetually suspect Cannot love you Until i can love me Love is unavailable Feelings are unstable Egos are controlled Emotions remain unresolved Love is unavailable Feelings are unstable Egos are controlled Emotions remain unresolved Love is unavailable Feelings are unstable Egos are controlled Emotions remain unresolved Destruction of deception Refusal to be used Assert only importance Feelings not confused Blackmailed by emotions Contained within monogamy Loving turns to hating Living for one's self, loving free Cannot love you Until i can love me