Let's reflect on this
My verses sting like bees and my light shines like 3m reflective pants
I'm just thankful for the chance to tell my story with the purpose to be progressive
Because the more truth gets told the more people might have the chance
To hear something to make them think again about hurting themself or someone else
Just please don't pull that trigger for one more night
Just give yourself one more chance tomorrow's another day
Your gona feel a lot different once you cool down
Before you jump ask yourself how much faith you've had in yourself or Gods plan
For so many years I thought money made me a man
Until I let it turn me lazy and stopped working on my craft
And the more I didn't do what I love the more I hated myself
And the more I hated myself the more I tried to make the people I love feel the pain I felt
Projecting insecurities on women around me
Not knowing the power of my own mind without any knowledge of self
I come from a self created hell
Sick on the floor of my jail cell
23 hour lock down
I remember being so broken
They put me in the shower all by myself and I fell and laid down naked bare on the tile
And every 60 seconds the water would stop and I could barely get up to turn it back on
Just to say fuck it and lay right back down
Started losing my self esteem by age 12 and by then I lost every ounce
Venango County Prison can suck a dick
I remember a man died inside of his cell upstairs and all night the alarm lights were Flickering in the hall
I could never forget
Because all night it felt like the light at the end of my tunnel was flickering as well