Sometimes
I really hate myself
I hate my job and I hate everybody else
And sometimes
It's like a punch to the gut
I was feeling alright but then my brain fucked up
I know I shouldn't keep things bottled up
So here's a song about when I blow my top
My brain goes into overdrive
It's always little things that I make up in my mind
Sometimes
It's situations in my head
That are never gonna happen but they'll drive me to my death
And I try
I really fucking try
To stop these conversations from happening in my mind