This might be what I amount to
Someone who is used to
Letting the world just ignore me
While I cuddle up with my LCD screen
It might just be what I need
These prescriptions make my stomach bleed
And nothing outside of my door makes me wanna get up on my feet again
Try and understand that i'm not really a fan
But I think its just who I am
Picking myself up
Letting myself down
Here comes another shame spiral
Topping all of this
Is at the bottom of my list
And one day
I might be able to pick myself off of the floor
But not today
I could give myself a chance
Get in the right zone
I have way too many friends to feel this alone
And maybe
I could shed some pounds
And up my self-esteem
But if you only like me then
You're probably not who I want around me
I'd rather you like the round me
The round me
Picking myself up
Letting myself down
Here comes another shame spiral
Topping all of this
Is at the bottom of my list
And one day
I might be able to pick myself off of the floor
And maybe one day it will come to me
Not to live perfunctory
And I won't be left with
Picking myself up
Letting myself down
Here it comes
Topping all of this
Is at the bottom of my list
And maybe one day
I'll pick myself up
But not today
But not today
But not today