Never been one to dwell on past reactions or distractions
Lately, I've been breaking my own rule
A sad song to bring you up
The happy place from when you were young
Memories that shaped everything about you
Some nights I wonder
When will this happiness be over?
Is it all just something I made up inside my head?
I hope it's not because this is fine by me
Maybe it's just optimistic
Thinking that this time will be different
Have I finally pieced it all together?
Will it all just fail again?
Nothing changes beginning to end
Am I destined to a path of a never ending uphill battle?
(Some nights)
Are we gonna fall apart?
Can these feelings last forever?
Should know by now but I can't remember
(Some nights)
Are you gonna stick around?
Or just long enough to
Knock me down again
Some nights I wonder
When will this happiness be over?
Is it all just something I made up inside my head?
I hope it's not because this is fine by me
Some nights I wonder
When will this happiness be over?
Is it all just something I made up inside my head?
I hope it's not because this is fine by me