You only show up in my head when I can't sleep And I used to think I could see you In different cities And I'm letting go, but I'd like to know About a handful of nights When a couple things felt right About a handful of days When all we could say was goodbye And I'm letting go, but I'd like to know I know this is growing up I'm starting to see But now when I see you my throat closes up I can't breathe It's only getting worse in this garbage universe But there was a handful of nights When a couple things felt right There was a handful of days When all we could say was goodbye There's nothing to let go There's nothing left to know About a handful of nights When a couple things felt right About a handful of days When all we could say was goodbye