Losing my mind or am I losing my patience I Never said that I would die for this dumb shit I never meant to cause you pain It was always our pride that got carried away Loving my life just like I loved my whole family I Always believed and I burned with desire To carry on No disregard for the moments that came We were ghosts in the dark Looking back on all these sinking ships We were trains off tracks We were dead to the wind But I get by And I'll be fine Learning to swim but we were grounded like sailors we Made some mistakes but wouldn't say it's a failure I can't compete with the way you feel It was always your word against mine in the end Loving my life just like I loved my whole family I Never said that I would die for some dumb shit The gifts we shared have come and gone We were waiting for gusts that always pulled us apart Looking back on all these sinking ships We were trains off tracks We were dead to the wind But I'll pretend And I'll be fine Here's to looking back on all these sunken ships We were trains off tracks We were ghosts in the wind No more leaving town Bottles Breakdown Staring At The Wall Bri and Jimmy's Last Call But I'll pretend And I'll feel fine