My mind was playing on repeat I could no longer separate what was real From my own strong will to feel That everything was fine I decided to write down my endless thoughts On paper To try to make everything seem a little Clearer I found a little black notebook on top of my frigerator I starten rippin' out the pages that already used I tore them apart I needed a fresh start And then I read some notes I made last year In October There they were the same phrases I've been repeating over and over Let's go deeper I wanna go deeper I wanna be the best I can be with you I wanne feel free yeah I wanna be me oh oh I wanna be the best I can be with you Real change might take wide turns And when you think you moved on You still need a little time to really come around The naked truth to release the mind When I read those notes I made last year In October I realised I've been loosin' my dream over and over Let's go deeper I wanna go deeper I wanna be the best I can be with you I wanna feel free yeah I wanna be me oh oh I wanna be the best I can be with you Oh Oh