This world is sick with wrecks like you In your heart, you feel, but your mind's a mess Your body's numb, from all the hopeless things that eat at your mind It kills me, consumes me, it tears me inside It chews me up, it spits me out, it makes me feel all lonely inside I know you can't hear me, your body's dead with the Sickness I know I'll never have I could never be that selfish, that foolish, that vulnerable But I guess you were, you are, what I am never going to be. It kills me, consumes me it tears me inside, It chews me up and spits me out and makes me feel all lonely inside. Not a day passes I don't worry whether you're dead or not You're treading water, in a tar ocean I'm the only light but I'm always on the horizon Why can't you see It kills me, consumes me, it tears me inside It chews me up and spits me out and makes me feel alone It kills me, consumes me, it tears me inside, It chews me up and spits me out and makes me feel all lonely inside.