They say just be glad you're alive But I'm too busy, being mad that I'll die A job in itself to survive They say don't be mad kid forgive The fact you might live, just to outlive your friends I signed on with selfish regret When every day And every night Is filled with the buzz in the sky When what has become of my life Is just trying not to die They say don't be mad kid you'll live But the state you'll be in Is anyone's guess I signed on with fear in my chest When every day And every night Is filled with the buzz in the sky And what has become of my life Is just trying not to die There's some things that I never should have said Lots of things that I never should have did But I, I'm just trying to get by Every day And every night Is filled with the buzz in the sky And what has become of my life Is just trying not to die