Hard to sleep separately in a one-bedroom apartment Thought I'd go out and be reacquainted with the darkness Things that we have both said, lie scattered 'round the bed Don't wanna step on their tails, they'll jump straight in my head And there's an hour where I'm the only living boy in town I pick up the bad things, I consume them on down What am I growing into? Am I alright on my own? Simple answerless questions for the recently alone I'll make mistakes I'll make mistake And I won't give you the right answer Can I suggest that we get dressed and just go home? You get your keys, I'll get my coat, we'll play rap music on the snowy road And if I loved you like you love me, maybe then I could get healthy See the disappointment in your eyes when I sneak out and get high I'll make mistakes I'll make mistakes And I won't give you the right answers And you will give me second chances Even when I don't deserve it I let you down In love for now Hard to admit I'm losing it, I'm losing it I let you down In love for now Hard to admit I'm losing it, I'm losing it