I really hate to admit this
And I know I'm gonna be rude
But I'm spittin' out our relationship
And you still say it's something that I'd never chew but
But I chewed it 'til it was dust
Until my teeth had to be replaced
But you and I are like nails that have rusted
For the record, yeah, I fucking hate the taste
You drained me 'til I was hollow
So I filled myself with those pills I swallowed
Yeah, you drained me and now I'm hollow
I guess I'll fill myself with
Clash of the substance I want this
Make me so numb and unconscious
Easier to feel for her when I'm passed out
Weaving all my medication
Sleeping and no explanations
It's harder to deal with her when I'm without
Something that'll make me numb
Something that makes me become
So fucking senseless
I really hate to admit this
But I quit 'cause I'm so uncommitted
I took my blood and I stained it just to stay entertained
I took a pill or two and then I got addicted but
I got addicted to the way that it felt to put something else above you
And if we hadn't have met then I would probably be well and I guess that I would be sober too
You stained me and I can't forget this
Yeah, you rid me of all of my senses, woah
Yeah, you stained me and I'm now defenseless
I guess I'll fill myself with
Clash of the substance I want this
Make me so numb then unconscious
Easier to feel for her when I'm passed out
Weaving all my medication
Sleeping and no explanations
It's harder to deal with her when I'm without
Something that'll make me numb
Something that makes me become
Yes, it hurts and the fall fucking killed and the betadine caused a sting
But I wanted to feel something other than guilt with not feeling a fucking thing
I guess I am pretty reckless and it's pretty difficult to bruise me
But the loving was stupid, and numbing and senseless and made me so fucking woozy
Guess I'll chill myself with
Clash of the substance I want this
Make me so numb and unconscious
Easier to feel for her now I'm passed out
Weaving all my medication
Sleeping and no explanations
It's harder to deal with her when I'm without
Something that will make me numb
(Something that will make me numb)
Something that makes me become
(Something that makes me become)
Without something that'll make me numb
(Something that'll make me numb)
Something that makes me become
(Something that makes me)
So fucking senseless