Hello despair, my oldest friend Like a fortress, won't let the light in Where every kind word feels like a lie They're gonna find me out and see I'm terrified Stupid popstar (stupid popstar) They never loved you anyways You're so pathetic Obsessing 'bout what they'll say ♪ Run towards the monster (hey) They never loved you anyways Monster (hey) But what are they gonna say? It's eating at me again I'm in the grips, I'm going under I've been here before I swear, I killed this part of me This monster ♪ Where have you been, my happiness? It's been too long, you up and ghosted What was I saying again? Never mind, it's unimportant anyways Stupid popstar They're gonna eat you alive You'll never make it Why do you even try? Run towards the monster (hey) They never loved you anyways Monster (hey) But what are they gonna say? It's eating at me again I'm in the grips, I'm going under I've been here before I swear, I killed this part of me This monster Stupid popstar You're not good enough Basic dumb bitch I mean, what the fuck? Stupid popstar I mean, what the fuck? That's it