I can't explain you Why I disappeared Cause you wouldn't understand it I'd try to make you understand my reasons But it didn't matter to you Now I can make you realize That in a normal situation I wouldn't take you apart from me I feel that nothing is the same now I feel that nothing is the same now My way was broken in two And I didn't understand it I know, I was the guilty one And I don't know what to do, I'm sorry I would love to get out Yesterday you said too many things about me Yesterday you said too many things about me And now I have to pay And now I have to pay And now I have to pay, make me bleed So you have regrets now I pulled up all the pages I disfruted my pain Really drunk and sick Sometimes I would like to go out From this madness that is my soul I remember too many moments Too many images I miss, I miss too many things Which time has faded Every different thing Now is permanent I guess now there's only me right here I suppose I'll remain here for you If you're able to find me so You should look inside I'll never have to pay I'll never have to pay Maybe if I could taste all your thoughts Feel on my hands every single tear I'd tried to keep by your side Even against all odds, including me I'll never have to pay I'll never have to pay And I don't care anything The immensity's cold will lay by your thoughts The air will hurt in your dreams Maybe if I could taste all your thoughts Feel on my hands every single tear I'd tried to keep by your side My tears will scrape up Your delicate skin, your white skin My ghost will be around you Closing your eyes by day And waking up your soul by night I cry, give me a god