Sorry if I sometimes am much Too heavy Sorry if I can't be All the things you want me too I don't know What's going on In my head All these things I want so bad And all this life Can be so mad And the silence Deafening... I couldn't hear no one I wish I could be with you To give you the words That you could have listened to And all the Christmas lights You should have seen Like Fireworks On New Year's Eve I'm sorry if I sometimes Am much too heavy I wish I took you out To breathe the air And feel the sound Of no one around And the leaves falling Down I wish I could be with you To give you the words That you could have listened to And all the Christmas lights You should have seen Like Fireworks On New Year's Eve I wish I could be with you To give you All the words You could have listened to And all the Christmas lights You should have seen Like Fireworks On New Year's Eve