Sittin', lookin' up from the bottom
Wishin' I had their pretty problems
I try to give a smile, but I got none
I got none, got none
Hope my eyes don't open after I lay down to sleep
Prayin' to a God that has never shown up for me
Another day of play pretend
I'm stumblin', ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-oh
I toss and turn, on red alert
I watch it burn (they tell me I should end it)
Evil whispers in my mi-i-ind
Promisin' a paradi-i-ise
Away from all the sounds
Six feet underground
I'm fallin' for their li-i-ies, so
(Promisin' me peace of mind) maybe I should
(Take me to a paradise) maybe I should
(Promisin' me peace of mind) maybe I should
Maybe I should, maybe I should (end it)
I can bare my teeth when I need to
Over time, I learn not to need you
I hate that in me, I can see you
Don't wanna see you, see you
I'm carving you out of my veins to save a part of me
Cursin' out a God that I now know to not believe
Another day of play pretend
I'm stumblin', ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-oh
I toss and turn, on red alert
I watch it burn (they tell me I should end it)
Evil whispers in my mi-i-ind
Promisin' a paradi-i-ise
Away from all the sounds
Six feet underground
I'm fallin' for their li-i-ies, so
(Promisin' me peace of mind) maybe I should
(Take me to a paradise) maybe I should
(Promisin' me peace of mind) maybe I should
Maybe I should, maybe I should (end it)
Now I lay me down, lay me down to sleep
I pray to thee, pray my soul to keep
If I should die, die before I wake
I pray to thee, pray my soul to take
Now I lay me down, lay me down to sleep
I pray to thee, pray my soul to keep
If I should live, live another day
My demons say (maybe I should end it)
Evil whispers in my mi-i-ind
Promisin' a paradi-i-ise
Away from all the sounds
Six feet underground
I'm falling for their li-i-ies, so
(Promisin' me peace of mind) maybe I should
(Take me to a paradise) maybe I should
(Promisin' me peace of mind) maybe I should
Maybe I should, maybe I should (end it)