Bending the truth into a lie
Are we pretending to be someone we're not?
I'm terrified by what they all might think if I felt differently
Well, I feel differently
I can't speak for you but I can speak for me
And this was not how I wanted things to be
Pushing and pulling, bending and breaking
Losing it all
Am I overthinking?
Doomed from the start
Heaven's gate tears us apart
I'll never see the light
I didn't give up my life to be afraid
Sending your son into a grave
I thought you loved me, but you threw me away
Apologize for what I'll never think and you'll feel different
Pushing and pulling, bending and breaking
Losing it all
Am I overthinking?
Doomed from the start
Heaven's gate tears us apart
I'll never see the light
I didn't give up my life
Where do I start?
You and I were ripped apart
You'll never see this right
I wouldn't give up my life to be like you
I grew up with the thought of rising high enough where everything is perfect
But I've never seen or felt this
I'm seeing through
I'm seeing through the stained glass
Doomed from the start
Heaven's gate tears us apart
I'll never see the light
I didn't give up my life
Where do I start?
You and I were ripped apart
You'll never see this right
I wouldn't give up my life to be like you