I know that you worry when I'm fucked up But you not here so I'm fucked up Lost you looking for a new drug To blur my misery til it's all numb Sorry that I couldn't shut the fuck up Took the dagger out my chest and left you cut up Good things, move like silver rings In a cycle, I'm going psycho Without your touch, touch Shit just feels grayscale without you Split on how to feel about you Clear curtains between us Smoking dope so I don't feel us Watch my skin go pale without you When I'm fucked up, still think about you A phantom lies between us Smoking dope so I don't feel us, feel us Turn to ash In the wind off your cigarette Turn to ash In the wind off your cigarette Turn to ash In the wind off your cigarette Turn to ash We can burn, burn But I know it isn't finished yet I cannot love no new bitch I got these scars on my wrist She like that I talk with a lisp I still hear her friends talking shit But I don't give a shit, yeah I thought we would be forever I get numb now, we not together I guess that our bond was severed Getting fucked up so that I don't remember Now I cannot fuck with these other hoes Say that they do but they do not love me though Fuck a bitch, I'm getting to the money hoe Face four woods, I'm chillin with a slutty hoe Now I cannot fuck with these other hoes Say that they do but they do not love me though Fuck a bitch, I'm getting to the money hoe Face four woods, I'm chillin with a slutty hoe Shit just feels grayscale without you Split on how to feel about you Clear curtains between us Smoking dope so I don't feel us Watch my skin go pale without you When I'm fucked up, still think about you A phantom lies between us Smoking dope so I don't feel us, feel us Turn to ash In the wind off your cigarette Turn to ash In the wind off your cigarette Turn to ash In the wind off your cigarette Turn to ash We can burn, burn But I know it isn't finished yet