I hide my feelings in a box so I can give them to you I don't really feel like living less I'm living with you Hide my heart under your bed I hope you hear it when you Thinking of me when you can't sleep, I'm always thinking of you I was spending all my time floating up into the blue White cloud around my head to keep my eyes like the moon They all wanna talk to me, tapping on my cocoon Won't let em in unless they fill my veins with morphine and booze Ooooo I know you feel it too Ooooo I know you feel it too I hide my head under the sand when you pop up in my brain Hide from feeling alive, cuz I can't deal with the pain Applying pressure to the wound Serotonin in vain I don't fucking love myself I love the rush in my veins And I don't know what's wrong with me It's a long list of reasons I could prevent easily But I don't Cuz nothing really matters to me I'm just a dead leaf crumbling in the breeze, oh I spent my whole life Tryna reach the other side But the other side feels just the fucking same I spent my whole life Tryna reach the other side Got no one but my stupid self to blame I hide my feelings in a box so I can give them to you I don't really feel like living less I'm living with you Hide my heart under your bed I hope you hear it when you Thinking of me when you can't sleep, I'm always thinking of you Ooooo I know you feel it too Ooooo I know you feel it too I spent my whole life Tryna reach the other side But the other side feels just the fucking same I spent my whole life Tryna reach the other side Got no one but my stupid self to blame