Oh Oh-oh Oh-oh-oh I see my life today think I'll die tomorrow It ain't mine, it's just borrowed In my heart, I pump this sorrow In my eyes, I see the colors And they turning grey Was I the asshole do I gotta change And you turn away So my whole mental is fucked up deranged I can't even do this without you She a busy bitch she don't know bout you Yeah you know me why you act brand new You know me why you act brand new Cuz I know you won't stop And I keep fucking up And I won't fucking stop 'Till I'm on the top Lately the time has been getting too fast You say that you hated me but I knew that You left me so broken I need a new cast She wanted me back can't forget 'bout the past Can't forget about that Hurting me hella just like a brand new tat It's hard to move forward just like I am a flat Baby where we at Where we at We go tit for tat 'Bout this and that She said go home So I go back That shit is wack Don't feel like home I'm not in my fucking zone I'm not in my fucking zone yeah We can't mend we can't be sewn yeah DND always on my phone Turn my heart into fucking stone I see my life today think I'll die tomorrow It ain't mine, it's just borrowed In my heart, I pump this sorrow In my eyes, I see the colors And they turning grey Was I the asshole do I gotta change And you turn away So my whole mental is fucked up deranged I can't even do this without you She a busy bitch she don't know bout you Yeah you know me why you act brand new You know me why you act brand new Cuz I know you won't stop And I keep fucking up And I won't fucking stop 'Till I'm on the top