Every day I live the trauma again
I'm placing this out in the open
I've become one with my pain
I have no choice in this anymore
My burning frustration
Mind over matter but nothing to be said
Mind over matter but nothing to be said
In my home, in my haven
It now brings nothing but fear and pain
Each day the people around me get to see it
This fucking violence
Weak, I'm living out a fucking hollow existence
Weak, I'm living out a fucking hollow existence
I wonder how much I underestimate myself
Cascading words that whirl within
You brought this all upon yourself
And the great sleep that lies upon my mind
You brought this on yourself
My burning frustration
Mind over matter but nothing to be said
Am I fit to walk this path I've chosen
Blinded by my own rage
Crying for air, yearn to be free from despair, biting down through my tongue
Blood swiftly wells in my lungs
I will never be rid of this memory
Left with me for eternity
Regurgitation of the pain
Regurgitation of the pain