Watching flowers die around me
Is becoming insufferable
No matter what I put in the ground
I can never get it to grow
(I can never get it to grow)
Oh I can't even sleep without
Two tablets to take me away
If I bury myself and print out the sermon
You won't have to waste another day
Here lies another wasted life
Just another nearly 30 year old fuck up
Who planted poison and expected something good to grow
Send me to sleep
On a bed of broken bottles
I'll be sleeping with the stars tonight
I can't get one fucking thing right
Another sleepless night
Send me to sleep
Send me to the simple silence
My body is drained and my mind is spent
Thy soul has spoken, loneliness unbroken
I can't even sleep without
Two tablets to take me away
I've come to terms with what I've become
Fucking miserable because
I've been blessed with the burden of acceptance
I've been burdened with the blessing of life
Where have I been, where am I going, will I find you there?
Why can't I sleep, why can't I function without this fucked up habit
Another sleepless night
Haunted by the ghost of something that was never there
Does anybody feel the way that I feel?
Struggling to seperate what is real
Drink bleach motherfucker
I can't feel a thing
Drink bleach motherfucker