Watching flowers die around me Is becoming insufferable No matter what I put in the ground I can never get it to grow (I can never get it to grow) Oh I can't even sleep without Two tablets to take me away If I bury myself and print out the sermon You won't have to waste another day Here lies another wasted life Just another nearly 30 year old fuck up Who planted poison and expected something good to grow Send me to sleep On a bed of broken bottles I'll be sleeping with the stars tonight I can't get one fucking thing right Another sleepless night Send me to sleep Send me to the simple silence My body is drained and my mind is spent Thy soul has spoken, loneliness unbroken I can't even sleep without Two tablets to take me away I've come to terms with what I've become Fucking miserable because I've been blessed with the burden of acceptance I've been burdened with the blessing of life Where have I been, where am I going, will I find you there? Why can't I sleep, why can't I function without this fucked up habit Another sleepless night Haunted by the ghost of something that was never there Does anybody feel the way that I feel? Struggling to seperate what is real Drink bleach motherfucker I can't feel a thing Drink bleach motherfucker