So dead inside my mind it feasts on me I think it's safe to say I'm not who I wanted to be My conscience eats with my mind It's slowly ticking with time Simply tired I'll say I can't promise that I'll make it out this time I'm a slave to the end times Thinking every little thing Gonna simply pull me underneath Just wishing to unwind So the bottle is my numbing need Fuck it if it's killing me With no real way to feel I can't heal It's smothering I'm screaming inside Simple losing my mind No Purpose To call it my own Destroying Something's taken a hold of me Still no one really seems to know It's frustrating So I'm selling myself To the demons that invested in me I've seen no hope Embrace this low as Life tightens its noose To many times You left me stuck here Wondering why You played the victim But the story was all but a lie Now I've done tried I'm tired There's no fight In this time I've seen All the things I don't need Simply losing the patience within me To sit and wonder why There is no right goodbye I'm slowly losing the war inside of me With no real decisions to bring this to life You made your grave now lie in it With no more faith You're just a fucking waste Your made up lies Created my demise In every move I make You chose to run away No love no hate Now your the fucking mistake So dead inside now I'm left broken I think it's safe to say This fucking changed me My conscience lost in this war With no way to restore My pride left destroyed Don't tell me to carry on