Losing control of yourself The vice grips the stronghold to your life Losing sleep from counting sheep at night I'm choking on the words So spit them out Help me believe that I am something Not by any means we are nothing I know these words are redundant But I feel, I feel so fucking lost This can't be me So I hang my heavy head Feels like I'm running on empty Is there a way out Feels like my heart isn't ready To accept my reality, mistakes that I've made The odds stacked against me there's no way I'm getting out of this Feels like I'm running on empty, yeah Tossing and turning These nightmares are burning me out I'm sick of falling and never getting up I'm sick of running from the ones that I love Will I wake up, will my heart stop Feels like I'm beginning to clock out Is this worth the risk at all To go for broke, is it How is it from the other side of the coin I'll admit to being wrong Yet your tongue spits venomous shame Peeling the skin from off of my face My eyes see my next escape Into the heavy night Standing blank eyed in the rain This can't be real This isn't real This can't be real This isn't real This isn't me So I hang my heavy head Feels like I'm running on empty Is there a way out Feels like my heart isn't ready To accept my reality, mistakes that I've made The odds stacked against me there's no way I'm getting out of this Feels like I'm running on empty, yeah Feels like I'm running on empty, yeah Will I clear my head and fall back to sleep