Blinding light, burn my hollowed eyes I've buried my face in the ground Suffocating myself with my own frustrations Wake me up, Trapped inside my own nightmares running in circles forever These sickening dreams won't leave me alone Leaving me to suffer in my own self torment I am heathen I am cursed I am better I am stronger than this Blinding light, burn my hollowed eyes I've buried my face in the ground Suffocating myself with my own frustrations An Oedipus nightmare The fruits of life taste like ash I'm ripping my eyes out Wishing time would just turn back In reality I'm sick and it's been changing me Searching for a remedy for my memory I think it's too late I am heathen I am cursed Blinding light, burn my hollowed eyes I've buried my face in the ground Suffocating myself with my own frustrations I welcome in the fall of my kingdom As my nightmares will consume me I Can feel them destroy me from within In reality, I'm sick and it's been changing me This is my nightmare This isn't a dream it's my reality