Hope is a lost cause My faith isn't real I've lost sight in anything I once held close to fear My minds a mess And this pain in my chest is killing me I hate that I can't feel security in anything And when it comes to me, It's ripped out again I live for you Not for me or for my passions I've tried to make a change But the world is taking all my chances It's taking my courage It's taking my pride My solid ground is now dirt That's been swept to the side This isn't me My path was straight But you came in my life And had it your way You said "Fuck your passion Fuck your skill You live like me now Forget you ever had free will" You'll never get what you've caused The shit that fills my mind You took my world You took my fucking world So sick of meeting your every demands My body knows what it should do, what it should do But I'm so use to this everyday struggle This everyday struggle This every day struggle to please you This isn't me