I see the way that she is
The way she looks in my eyes (eyes)
I rest my problems I'm fine
When I'm taking drugs tonight (tonight)
So baby don't you rely on me
Cause I'll always lie (lie)
I'll be the worst of your guys
I'm sorry for wasting time
I didn't want to waste your time
These problems really fucking up
My mind
I wish I could show you what I'm going through now
I told her that I lost hope (yeah)
I've never been her before
Inside a place that is cold
My life can't take it no more
How many times should I smoke
Before I go out my home
Cause I don't like to feel this emptiness when I'm all alone
I always lay in my bed and I think about the way (I think about the ways)
The way you used to make me feel when I was not okay
I let myself down with all these fucking mistakes
I never should of listen to the things you said
I see the way that she is
The way she looks in my eyes
I rest my problems I'm fine
When I'm taking drugs tonight
So baby don't you rely on me
Cause I'll always lie
I'll be the worst of your guys
I'm sorry for wasting time
I've been addicted to so many drugs in my life
I cannot change my mental state I'm always locked inside
I've been inside my mind trying to find peace
You've been inside your life trying to find me
I've been so broken in this life I cannot find me
How many times should I be broken until I find me
I cannot take it the way that I'm faking
Oh baby I'm breaking I know that you hating
You always had me so close to you
When you knew I was alone so over you
There's no place we can go to get close to you
I'm so over you (yeah)
I see the way that she is
The way she looks in my eyes (eyes)
I rest my problems I'm fine (I'm fine)
When I'm taking drugs tonight (tonight)
So baby don't you rely on me
Cause I'll always lie (lie)
I'll be the worst of your guys (guys)
I'm sorry for wasting time (time)
I didn't want to waste your time
These problems really fucking up
My mind
I wish I could show you what I'm going through now