My phone rings three times
And I ignore the calls
It's just my friends, tryin to cheer me up
Tryin to drag me out to the bars
But I'm tired of tryin to drown every single memory
It doesn't matter how drunk I get tonight
It won't bring you back to me
I've been so lost I don't know what to do
The pain inside won't go away
If you only knew
What it takes for me to get out of bed
Just to end up on the floor
I thought that I was strong enough
But I can't take it anymore
And I try to cover every single bruise and every scar
But what you don't understand is how hard it is
To hide my broken heart
And I'm tired of crying every time
If I meet God tonight, what would you do
If you only knew
Two month, three weeks
And I lost track of time
Since you move on
And turned every promise you made into a lie
Everyone says it gets better
But they don't know what I thought we had
I gave you everything and more
Till I had nothing left
Stop telling me that I'll move on from you
You can't erase 5 years that past
If you only knew
What it takes for me
To get out of bed
Just to end up on the floor
I thought that I was strong enough
But I can't take it anymore
And I try to cover every single bruise and every scar
But what you don't understand is how hard it is
To hide my broken heart
And I'm tired of crying every time
If I meet God tonight, what would you do
If you only knew, yeah
What it takes for me
To get out of bed
Just to end up on the floor
I thought that I was strong enough
But I can't take it anymore
And I try to cover every single bruise and every scar
But what you don't understand is how hard it is
To hide my broken heart
And I'm tired of crying every time
If I meet God tonight, what would you do
What would you do
What would you do
If you only knew
If you only knew