You know you gotta live it up for your dead loved ones
To the fullest
At this point I'm living for the dead
2020 June 23rd 10:27 PM
I still remember that night vividly
I just wanna see my mama happy
I just want my daddy to be proud of me in heaven
All that fake love they forced on me left me damaged
The shit my daddy put me through at this point it don't matter
I live for the dead 2020 June 23rd
How the fuck could I ever forget it
Seen ya life support hit zero and it hurt
So I live for the dead die for the dead kill for the dead
I cannot hide from my past I embrace it
Use to be embarrassed being broke having no money
My whole life was full of rain
Everybody came for the hype now what do they want from me
Bitch tell me what you came for come on be straightforward
I ain't tryna waste no time
Look me in my eyes when you talk to me bitch
Shit these pussy rappers do I can't tolerate it
Shared a room with my mama and my sister
Gotta make it out
Bout time that I put my family in a bigger house
You ain't got the balls like I do boy pipe it down
If I were to lose it all would they still stay around
They all turn they back around that's obvious
Come back running when you got that cash on you
Gotta snort me a line for to love myself
I'll never regret all the drugs I took
Only female I trust is my mama
We all bleed the same death before dishonor
Sleeping with cockroaches left me traumatized
And it hurt me bad when my mama crying
I'm out here alone with no one to save me
Day that my daddy died I couldn't tame it
I was at the hospital getting rid of fentanyl
Looking at my daddy pictures getting painful
I just wanna see my mama happy
I just want my daddy to be proud of me in heaven
All that fake love they forced on me left me damaged
The shit my daddy put me through at this point it don't matter
I live for the dead 2020 June 23rd
How the fuck could I ever forget it
Seen ya life support hit zero and it hurt
So I live for the dead die for the dead kill for the dead
Had to get up off my ass when my dad died
I was serving all kind of drugs even fentanyl
My dawg acting weird what the fuck had got into him
Everybody showing fake love I ain't use to this
Feds hot all my people trapping got locked up
Thank God I ain't get caught guess I got lucky
Already been knew what came with this shit
But I still took a risk for to buy me a ticket
Forever staying ambitious I ain't never letting up
They ain't believe in my vision now they wanna keep in touch
Problems keep piling like how I'm pose to hold it in
And still till this day I'm tryna figure what my father did
I ain't never felt love from my pops and it hurt
Still remember that night 2020 June 23rd
Vividly I was right there with him
I witnessed him die I was right there with him
Ain't shit I could do all I did was cry
Saw him burn into ashes damn it killed my pride
Damn I wish you was right here to see me strive
Yo son living the life he use to dream about
Ay tell them dig my body out my grave if I die broke
Even though I'm sinning I still pray without a bible
All these side effects got me bipolar
Girl I'm sorry I'm not sorry I belong in a ferrari
I just wanna see my mama happy
I just want my daddy to be proud of me in heaven
All that fake love they forced on me left me damaged
The shit my daddy put me through at this point it don't matter
I live for the dead 2020 June 23rd
How the fuck could I ever forget it
Seen ya life support hit zero and it hurt
So I live for the dead die for the dead kill for the dead
I live for the dead on God
Die for the dead kill for the dead oh ah
Die for the dead live for the dead oh ah
I ain't afraid to die though
Cuz once I die I can see my loved ones up in heaven
But shit I got shit to live for
Gotta make sure that my mama straight before I go
Gotta make it back home
The main wolf