So many days I was lost
So many times I wanted to give up
So many people done changed on me
A couple of homies had switched up
I could draw a painting right in front of you
You still won't even get the picture
Tears running down my eyes
How I saw my pop's ashes get lit up
I don't wanna go back
We went broke and I ain't even know that
Mmhmm
Staying up I'm rolling pop another seal I can't control that
Mmhmm
I remember when I lost it all all I thought about was winning
And now that I got what I want I ain't even happy
I don't know what did it
I put my freedom at risk
My mama a pimp she just do what she can
I tatted your name on my arm you doing me wrong
I can't understand it
My city they know me for acid
They testing my piss I won't pass it
I'm pouring up lean in a phantom
I became friends with them killers and scammers
Walk around with a gun I ain't scared
They saying I'm fake the realer I get
So many loved ones resting in heaven
Look at me and tell me why would I rest
Why would I rest
Why would I rest
Why would I rest
Why would I rest
Don't you blame my mama for the shit I did
She raised me right
Fighting these demons I feel like leaving
I'll kill myself before you take my life
The lifestyle I'm living scaring these girls away
My lover I sacrificed
Ducking the police serving them codeine
Counting this money my favorite crime
So many days I was lost
So many times I wanted to give up
So many people done changed on me
A couple of homies had switched up
I could draw a painting right in front of you
You still won't even get the picture
Tears running down my eyes
How I saw my pop's ashes get lit up
I don't wanna go back
We went broke and I ain't even know that
Mmhmm
Staying up I'm rolling pop another seal I can't control that
Mmhmm
I remember when I lost it all all I thought about was winning
And now that I got what I want I ain't even happy
I don't know what did it