You know I hold it against me
Come back I know you hate me
I dream but I can't fall asleep
You know it's all I think about
I never sleep I just sit in my room
Avoiding the dreams that I have about you
I'll come back when I'm ready
The change in the view
Is what I crave
My emotion is bruised
I can't get a break
I'm young and a fool
The sun finally rises when I wake anew
The depth I have reached I have never gone to
The depth I have sunken to tied to my shoes
I'm heavy
I'm weighted
The things that I've hated
Are now more related
To things that I've lived
My plans are rejected
And time I've invested
I never expected that I'd feel like this
But I can't fall asleep
I'm spilling out everything onto these beats
Then I forget to eat
I got away because I couldn't breathe
And it's making me weak
I need to take care of me
As I will walk I will pick up my feet
You know I hold it against me
Come back I know you hate me
I dream but I can't fall asleep
You know it's all I think about
You know I hold it against me
Come back I know you hate me
I dream but I can't fall asleep
You know it's all (that) I think about
Time is important
It doesn't return
In only an instant
I crash and I burn
A mixture of thinking and real-life hurt
I look at my hands
They're covered in dirt
When I arrive and I'm done with my cleanse
I'm gonna know who is truly a friend
Then in the end when I lay on my bed
Feeling dead then at least I don't trust you again
So many alive
But then when they die
They can't even say that they gave it a try
They are just here to survive
Even while dying I find it inside
To not waste my life
Yeah
I have worked too hard
The things that I want will be mine
Moving is on is never easy it takes time
You know I hold it against me
Come back I know you hate me
I dream but I can't fall asleep
You know it's all I think about
You know I hold it against me
Come back I know you hate me
I dream but I can't fall asleep
You know it's all (that) I think about
I think about, I think about, all that I think about
I think about, I think about, all that I think about
I think about, I think about, all that I think about
I think about, I think about, all that I think about