Outside Mobties Clockwise We outside outside outside I been on the porch rocking back and forth thoughts was in my brain Was tryna hold me down from going outside Grass is green on this side I been talking with most high Cut my demons off cause we was having mob ties Screaming paper chaser I forgot chase to my chase my dream I had burnt out from running counter clock wise I was trapped in my head and my heart was afraid Now we outside outside outside I been on the porch rocking back and forth thoughts was in my brain Was tryna hold me down from going outside Grass is green on this side I been talking with most high Cut my demons off cause we was having mob ties Screaming paper chaser I forgot chase to my chase my dream I had burnt out from running counter clock wise I was trapped in my head and my heart was afraid Now we outside outside outside Kilt the old version of me got no tears but caught the body Feeling like I lost my mind for thinking out of body Feeling like the plane was crashing this shit kamikaze Feeling like its no more me that's living up inside me Kilt my older self he start to resurrect subconsisly Reminice on times I would smoke somebody tree I was fourteen loving girls more than more than me Getting slimed go through depression that shit was a sport to me But I can't let my homies see I was hurting so I just covered up Every piece of pain I felt eased to my heart and snuggled up Teddy bear cuddled up The outside me is is chuckled up Life a roller coaster but why god ain't say to buckle up Now my out side Me and my life got mob ties Friends boarded off to school Please don't come back mouse size Parents biggest enemy I told they kids think outside Could tell you how to move but you gotta use yo own mind yo own mind I been on the porch rocking back and forth thoughts was in my brain Was tryna hold me down from going outside Grass is green on this side I been talking with my most high Cut my demons off cause we was having mob ties Screaming paper chaser I forgot chase to my chase my dream I had burnt out from running counter clock wise I was trapped in my head and my heart was afraid Now we outside outside outside I been on the porch rocking back and forth thoughts was in my brain Was tryna hold me down from going outside Grass is green on this side I been talking with my most high Cut my demons off cause we was having mob ties Screaming paper chaser I forgot chase to my chase my dream I had burnt out from running counter clock wise I was trapped in my head and my heart was afraid Now we outside outside outside Suffering from things I went through as a kid All the emotion built inside I'm bout to pop the lid All of the cries I held inside could flood the city bridge All of the times I lied to self deserves Apollo gigs All of the times I tried to tell myself it was a fib Asking god for signs but don't believe the he give Acting big and bold but I can't face what's really real We are not perfect never was and never is Let it go it hold no use Before it hang you on a nuse Once it got you then it got you It ain't tryna accept a truce I'm jut tryna tell the truth While you still live in yo youth If you don't kill older version it's gon creep up and break through Affect everything you do Make you feel like you been crused It's the main reason why you ain't get up and go pursue It's the main reason you compare yourself to checks with blues Check the clues life was built to lose you can't be the fool I been on the porch rocking back and forth thoughts Was in my brain was tryna hold me down from going outside Grass is green on this side I been talking with my most high Cut my demons off cause we was having mob ties Screaming paper chaser I forgot chase to chase my dream I had burnt out from running counter clock wise I was trapped in my head and my heart was afraid Now we outside outside outside I been on the porch rocking back and forth thoughts was in my brain Was tryna hold me down from going outside Grass is green on this side I been talking with my most high Cut my demons off cause we was having mob ties Screaming paper chaser I forgot chase to my chase my dream I had burnt out from running counter clock wise I was trapped in my head and my heart was afraid Now we outside outside outside