Piled up emotions
How can the people that grew up with me go doubt I was chosen
With all the evils that second guessed and would shout at my motions
Battled my hope and my focus
Baffled by enemies that resembled my mirror
My soul was battered by fear in the moment
See me bend but not broken
Want my mama a bendz
In past what my goal was
Came to understand that couldn't fix shattered emotions
And now we look for the pieces
I keep feelings detached and put my heart on my defense
Death is apart of my weakness
I was trapped like my breath in the water all with my demons
And I ain't hear a peep from u so please don't speak that I'm tweakin'
Like please don't speak that I'm
Eyes wide open look out for my own
Get back to the road
Tell me how to react in combat with my soul
Attacking my whole
They ain't want to see me happy I'm laughing alone
I'm laughing alone, I'm laughing alone
They ain't want to see my happy
I'm laughing alone, I'm smiling alone
I'm Laughing alone
Like, yeah, look
And I promise my problems is thrown at me
Lil Horace is grown
Now I walk roads on my own
Alone I try fade from my flaws
What's the point to walk to my peace if I'm leavin the squad
Like what's the point to save myself without me savin' em all
Bro locked eyes with satan he hoped that the the angels would call
But they didn't
I guess I'm different
I got friction between friends and the foes
Gifted my energy closed
Trying to find lessons in all the stories my memories told
They trying to lessen all of my glory my enemies fold
I cannot fake in these flows
I got up all by myself they help was takin too long
I find the faith in the strength around me put that in a song
Like when mama shed tears I seen a soldier cry
And that's the reason I can't fold up this is Horace now
My mind a fortress now
Though I ain't plan it I'm the one that people orbit round
I mean I managed when I who they was forcing out
This is Horace now
Now this is, this is
This is Horace now
Eyes wide open look out for my own
Get back to the road
Tell me how to react in combat with my soul
Attacking my whole
They ain't want to see me happy I'm laughing alone
I'm laughing alone, I'm laughing alone
They ain't want to see my happy
I'm laughing alone, I'm smiling alone
I'm Laughing alone
I'm, yeah