This is going straight from my soul
Cause lately I'll be felling alone
I feel like I am carrying all these weights
I just want to stay down and lay
Nobody here feeling me
I forgot my plan I got B
Still waiting for my dreams to come true
But then I wake up with bad mood
I don't really know what to do
I don't really know what to choose
I am a prisoner in my cell
From your bad words I've built a shell
I cannot escape hello god
I really want some help I feel trapped
God why you forgot about me
You're just leaving god here on me
You got damn just don't care
I need you to come down in my lair
People here became so bad
I can sense that's why I am sad
I explain things just to them
But they don't really seem to understand
Whatever I tell them they think it's a lie
They don't believe in shit well alright
Try to wake em they think you are crazy
When you sit they think you are lazy
They judge the book only by its cover
Your money counts not your love ye
Nobody seems to give a fuck
Everyone needs you when they laugh
Fuck my life I don't want this life
Will I end it or will I try
Life isn't how hard you hit
But how you're dealing with it
Problems issues obstacles just all
I just want em out oh my god
I still pray for better days
Feel I'm running in an endless maze
In the end we all want some love
But how much is really worth
I think my chick now is pregnant
How I got into this level
I have a child just to feed
And that's bad cause there is no greed
Wrong choices led all these today
To me just not feeling okay
I've made a child without wanting it
And I have this girl that I am not into her
I didn't do it on purpose I swear
I believe I need a second chance
But I had many now it's too late
I need to solve this or else this is bad
Life is all choices you'll see
But some of them are wrong you can't flee
If you murk you will get murked
And if you stab you will be stabbed
Ain' no love in streets my big bro
You'd better stay alone
I know it's hard and you need someone
But people rather to be sad
I don't get it we became fake
Pretending all the time it's ok
Nah bro it's not really good
Cause once you come to understood
You'll realize you're only losing
Experiences people bro you foolish
Bro you foolish you're only losing
You're only losing bro you foolish