Lost hope in the things I held close
Knowing that my soul's only on display to provoke
What's the cost of living?
Gimme a quote
If it's one I can't afford then I'm ghost
Company is nothing but a thing I choose to revoke
If you love me, why you leave me alone?
Please leave me alone
Return soon if you don't mind
Cause my mind's in decline in these times can't rely on cheap lies
I need a promise of a deep life
With you being by side, not in part but all mine
So let's ride
Baby, lеt's ride
I dropped my standard from being pampеred
By the pressure that I'm handed to just about let it manage
I couldn't fathom
The grace I thought I was being granted
Was in fact a fake vision so off-balance
I counteract with some new things that I learn
One to make the head turn, lay it til the bed burn
And I been laying in the red
Hoping that these passing thoughts won't stay inside my head
Feeling petrified instead
Make a move to make me dead
Break a rule or two and hope you can forgive the things I said
This is existential dread at its finest
And I been thinking lately
This is something you might know
Catch me in the day cos the night it move so slow
And if I find a way, will I manage to be alone?
Moving on a wave cos tonight is my last low
No I ain't going back
Head over heels, tripped on the track
Try'na make it back
Til I made a pact, I ain't looking back