You see, constantly robbing myself
Of the opportunity to get it right
Every time
Although I full scale blew it and you knew it
I'm right back to it (to it, to it)
You know I full scale blew it
No way through it
I'm still gonna pursue it (pursue it, pursue it)
Although I full scale blew it and you knew it
I'm right back to it (to it, to it)
You know I full scale blew it
No way through it
I'm still gonna pursue it (pursue it, pursue it)
Went way too dumb about this
Too dumb about this, but I couldn't ground it
Brand new feel that I just founded
One look leave me dumbfounded
Got faith that can move mountains
And drip like a fountain running, stunning
Trouble is when I want what I want
Then I start move way too cunning
On my mind and we talk all day
Barely seen, rarely walk my way
Taking time cutting ties with my main one
One thing I been meaning to state
Only I ever get in my way
Way too much pride on my plate
Wasn't try'na lead you, no way
Keeping quiet is just my forte
Although I full scale blew it and you knew it
I'm right back to it (to it, to it)
You know I full scale blew it
No way through it
I'm still gonna pursue it (pursue it, pursue it)
Been a runner, been a renegade
For the love, I've never been afraid
Power hour, never minute made
Look in my cupboard, only lemonade
And that mean life been real tough
For you too, real similar stuff
The way we both react, real rough
Take no shit, trade no trust
Though I love how I earned yours quick
Gave mine out in full, not a bit
When you found out the games - that was it
If you asked how I felt? Real sick
Would have said what it was to your face
Wouldn't meet, wanna keep me in place
Now news gets re-laid in the worst way
Fell quick and I know you're afraid
Although I full scale blew it and you knew it
I'm right back to it (to it, to it)
You know I full scale blew it
No way through it
I'm still gonna pursue it (pursue it, pursue it)
I don't regret opening the door to you
Or saying exactly what I saw in you
Getting close like I ought to do
You told me I'd be more to you
Or do you now feel since we got cordial
From a year so awful, wouldn't chat
Disappeared deep in your portal
But you came back to me chatting it's like normal
Tell me how you feel
Girl I care so deep it's all real
Hit me up anytime no deal
Still haven't chilled, not one-to-one
Probably for the best, couldn't tell what I'm on
Can't be a fad
Plus to your kids know I couldn't be a Dad
Still wanna sabotage things that I have
Ain't it sad that I want you that bad
Although I full scale blew it and you knew it
I'm right back to it (to it, to it)
You know I full scale blew it
No way through it
I'm still gonna pursue it (pursue it, pursue it)
Although I full scale blew it and you knew it
I'm right back to it (to it, to it)
You know I full scale blew it
No way through it
I'm still gonna pursue it (pursue it, pursue it)