I've made this a nightly ritual Swimming through the social undertow A casual invite to the bar Tonight I can live forever I will take whatever So ask me if I feel worth this in my street clothes Just another to waste their best years in a drunken blur It's my pride that gets away from me most times So I took what was left of me Like I could see this coming I kiss the pavement once for luck Shear will ushers me along asphalt I'm an epic waste of your time Puking twenty-seven dollar wine I wanna raise back up from the dead And die again at Ventura Overhead Everything seems so nice laying in the window light The salt & smoke, the eb & flow I curse the ground that leads me home Smoke me down to the filter 'Cause I'm reborn every new year as someone new Lay me down, my blood is caustic I'll bleed out several liters of 80 proof Ask me if I feel worth this in my street clothes Just another to waste their best years in a drunken blur It's my pride that gets away from me most times So I took what was left of me Like I could see this coming I kiss the pavement once for luck Shear will ushers me along asphalt I'm in love with wasting your time Puking twenty-seven dollar wine