I've waited all my life And i wish i could get it right But nothing is ever easy with you I try so hard to make you see me But I remain invisible Work to the bone just to please you Maybe one day I'll be irresistible I've tried to change Results are the same Play out the dialogue that i have preordained I made it easy to blame you I made it easy to blame you I've waited all my life And i wish i could get it right But nothing is ever easy with you I'm taking back my life So i can feel alright Slowing down So I can swallow my pride It's a mass hallucination All the colours that we see Total mental devastation No more air for us to breathe I made it easy to blame you I made it easy to blame you I've waited all my life And i wish i could get it right But nothing is ever easy with you I'm taking back my life So i can feel alright So i can make the ride So i can swallow my pride