All that I needed was for you to doubt me Thank you Isn't the fire you wanted up out me But this what it came to I'm just tryna make a healthy living I'm still growing up and yet I'm raising children Everyday I face a villain inside of me Internal fights and I hate the feeling I been broke and tryna make a million So the devil called me tryna make a deal and Thought about it but I never got back to him Maybe I'll see if he's still willing I could use it, feel like I'm drowning Spinning round and round and round and You hardly ever see me smiling Wish I could escape to an island Tired of fighting and striving Wish I could be lazy for once Wish I could be lazy for once I would sit back, smoke an ounce in a day Nigga gone tomorrow, he was here today That's why you gotta live Live and let nothing get in the way High school we drank E&J Now I miss my niggas E and J If you bad vibes, nigga keep away I see my world spiral, like a DNA Okay I'm sick in the head need a CNA That boy from VA need to be a man Grab a dagger, take a stab at it With a sick laugh, like the Mad Hatter Criss cross, yeah I'm ass-backwards Need to turn it around, get my ass on the move I smoke a bag of that gas and I zoom I plant my flag on the moon All that I needed was for you to doubt me Thank you Isn't the fire you wanted up out me But this what it came to I'm just tryna make a healthy living I'm still growing up and yet I'm raising children Everyday I face a villain inside of me Internal fights and I hate the feeling I been broke and tryna make a million So the devil called me tryna make a deal and Thought about it but I never got back to him Maybe I'll see if he's still willing