He woke up early The wind howling neath the skin He saw the walls all closing in This is how it all begins He felt the life go out once again Just like a goodbye song That goes on too long And did it please her Was it right and was I strong Was it good and is good all wrong Is good enough to light the grey zone If I could spend just one night alone I'd be myself I swear I'd get out of there I'd do it once if I really cared The light is out the thrill is gone He felt the life go out once again Just like a goodbye song That goes on too long And if I breathe it'll all come to end Just like a goodbye song that goes on too long And if I breathe it'll all come to end Where has it gone, where has it gone Where have I gone So we're no different It won't be branded on skin You won't feel nothing you won't feel bad Guess the first time is the hardest It's like a key that locks and locks And I don't like oh the place I'm in It's a place of whispers of shadows and lies It's the new world that I live in I feel the life go out once again Just like a goodbye song That goes on too long And if I breathe it'll all come to end Where have I gone Where has it gone And did it happen It all seems so far behind Can I do it just one more time Only once and then it's over I can choose I got all the time And when I see her man, will she understand I can keep it in once again Where have I gone Where have I gone I feel the life go out once again Just like a goodbye song That goes on too long And if I breathe it'll all come to end Just like a goodbye song That goes on too long And if I breathe it'll all come to end Where have I gone Where have I gone Where has it gone