As I walk down the gateway I feel my heartbeat with every step I take Full of excitement I'm home But as I reach the baggage claim There's no one there to greet me Oh, is this home? I realize my life on the run made me a stranger A loner in this grey city So I hail myself a cab To get away To get home So start my exorcism It's a cleansing Quite literally I tear the walls down Pile up broken pictures of us With no meaning attached to them Pick up the bottle Start drinking again Let myself drown Like I let you go Where are the matches? Where's the gasoline? Put your favorite record on I see a shadow running down the hall Run after it I can't comprehend Is that you? Oh, is that you? And my chest caves in As my heart bursts And can you hear that record spin? Over and over Again and again Till my end