Pressure building up, it won't stop At war in my mind Feel the desire to grow stronger Losing grip, losing time I'll wave the flag another day I can't keep this up, there's gotta be another way Pull it together to maintain Peace of mind seems so far away Bear it all, with what to gain See thru my pain SEE THRU MY PAIN Watch myself survive, sustain At the end of the rope at my wits end, I have a mind to survive Turn my back on myself every single day, how am I still alive Powerless, devoid of hope, inching closer and closer to death Another day gone, I struggle to hold on Feel like I got nothing left Face to face, eye to eye Always continue to justify To let life pass, succumb to doubt Always up against the odds Can't pull myself out Running away from the person I was, a struggle to keep it all up I want to grow stronger I have to be stronger Pull it together to maintain Peace of mind seems so far away Bear it all, with what to gain See thru my pain SEE THRU MY PAIN Watch myself survive, sustain I'm a fucked up, scorned motherfucker If you hate me, I have news for you So do I Gotta push through I'm my worst enemy As life leaves me behind