HEARTLESS FUCKING FIEND Obsessed, obsessed, with fucking up My life, this world It's all fucked up A disease Devouring me Overthinking is my worst enemy Slowly but surely it's killing me Every situation has the same outcome I tried so hard and it's never enough FUCK I was just trying to love myself So I changed myself Now everything I hate, that's what I made myself I was just trying to love myself I did this, I did this, I did this to myself Nothing's worse than this I fucking live with this My days run together Time seems to be life's court jester I'm a pawn in life's disaster In front of you now is a sad excuse For someone who's supposed to know the truth Hiding six-feet-beneath lies who I was really meant to be So bring the crowd String me up Tighten the rope and pull the last breath from my lungs I did this, I did this, I did this to myself Pull the last breath from my lungs