A means to an end Not an end in itself In order to stay true You need to love yourself A pledge you take A pledge you take Life long commitment Community focused On self improvement This is what going to take To avoid a life chock full of mistakes Keeping a clean fucking mind Can't go back to a life dominated by panic this life should be mine Shoulda been more quick To give up this schtick Destroying my life And fucking making me sick It was so fucking debilitating The fact I kept going back to it is so frustrating This is what going to take To avoid a life chock full of mistakes Keeping a clean fucking mind Can't go back to a life of panic This life should be mine There are so many years that I have lost Dry heaving daily knowing my life was fucking gone Fight or flight engaged for days Not knowing when it'll stop just wanting it all to fade away Straight edge A choice between life or death Bliss or pain Functioning or misery Straight edge My fucking salvation Once I am free from this I won't fall prey to my inclination Again A means to an end Not an end in itself In order to stay true You need to love yourself A pledge you take Life long commitment Community focused On self improvement